he doesn't

God again put me in a situation wer i'l be seeing him.. i'l be talking to him... and etc.. but then God made me again realize that it's not yet time.. He was just testing my heart if i'l be giving in again.. to temptations.. yes i did give in to it.. i entertained the feeling inside of me.. i like d feeling of being in that position.. it was like playing a game.. where i play hide and seek.. it's a a happy feeling that sum1 is jus beyond d corner.. fantasies and imaginations.. it's was like i was flying again.. floating as i walk on the hallways of my illusions.. now im confused.. he is confusing me... giving me signs that leading me to nowhere.. haiii .. it was jus a reminder from God that i have to be happy wyl waitin'.. He knows wats best for me.. H has aperfect plan for me.. he knows my weakness.. He knows my limitations.... He know the real me when im alone... in His time I'll make Him proud of me.. in his time.. i'll be matured enough.... i'll be strong enough.... so i won't rush into danger zone... i'll juschill out.. do my thing and suceed in it.. then i won't even notice the time will fly.. and before i know it.. i will be my turn.. so go and make my heart sleep... wake me up til then...