waking up.. hoping it's stil there..

no matter what happens...

you will always look for the thing that you always wanted...

you will always have this hope that everything will be alright..

a silent prayer asking for something...

in the first place you shouldn't have...

it's like the thing you wanted...

is revolving on you...

but then as it spins so fast...

you got twisted by its turns...

and suddently your dizzy..

when it suddently stop...

you want to cry because you know the truth..

you want to get mad but you have nothing on your hand..

you thought you own it but it was taken..

before you even grasp it...

you tried to wake up from this dream..

but you realize you were wide awake...

hoping it is still there...