what's the difference??

aaaaaaaaaaaarrrggggghhhh!!!!!

why is it so hard to make boundaries between being "just friends" or the other way around????? you try to have that distance between the two of you.,, but in the end.,., you'll just end up hurting him or maybe you'll end up hurting yourself in the process also.,., you have been trying to figure out how.,. but still you are still soooooo confused!!!!!

now,.,. what is really the big difference between being "just friends" and having this sooo-- called "mutual understanding" (hate the word!!!! ;p)

i personally,., honestly.,., sincerely do not know!!!! ;p

now how am i supposed to solve this problem of mine???

the answer will be.,. most probably will be.,., and will be unknown.,., for now.,., just for now., let's wait see.,.,

someday I WILL know the difference!!! ;p