5.22.2009

my world is gonna stop...

i am not aware..
that slowly you are eating my time..
it was fancy meeting you..
when i least expect it.
there you are smiling at me..
looking at my eyes..
i am melting inside..
inside of me..
there's this happiness..
i jus couldn't explain..
you welcomed me on your world...
i gladly came in..
excited as i can be..
but then as i enter..
there was sadness inside..
i tried to reach ur hand..
tried to make you happy..
i saw a tiny smile..
and made me hopeful..
but then she came...
she was.. the reason...
why you were sad..
and she is also the only reason..
to make you happy again..
i was so stubborn to see..
the real thing that is happening...
i still had my hopes on..
i still tried..
but she was better..
i waited..
and waited...
but then i became tired..
she was and she will always be..
and i never was...
cry if i had to..
laugh if i had to..
think...
sing...
dance...
sleep..
eat..
still..

my heart is still his..
i can't help but ask..
what am i here for??

i had to let him go..
or my world is gonna stop.. 


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