i wish i had what she had.

hahhaha!!! i realized today...

 i can be as envious as i can be..

yaaayyy.. internet... is not a good thing!!!!

sometimes coz you get to see others

and you sumtyms wonder..

why d hell she have that???

and why d hell i don't have it...!!!!??

eeeiiiii temptations!!!!!

i sometimes wonder if life is really fair to me..??

yes.. i have somethings that some have or some don't ..

and im happy and thankful with what i have..

but sometimes there are things that you cant possibly have..

but still you desire..

maybe they are not planned to be given to you..

or maybe you'll get attached to it...

and eventually forget who gave it to you..

or maybe you'll forget that this world is temporary..

and if you all have it then u may want to stay in it..

then maybe you'll exchange it to your real life in heaven..

or maybe you don't pray for it..

or maybe you don't have enough faith in God..

believing that he'll give you what your heart's desire..

or your intention is bad..

or just maybe you don't work hard for it..

or... im being selfish.. greedy and ENVIOUS..

come to think of it.. hahha ;p

go change ur heart gurl..

it can be as deceiving as it can be.. ;p