day dreams

i wanted it so badly...

so i asked him to give it to me...

i ddn't take "no" for an answer...

so he decided to jus kip quiet..

i put my armor jus in case i needed them..

then went off to battle...

i saw it coming..

and i jus couldn't hide my smile..

it felt so good...

it felt so right...

slowly it took off my defenses...

but i ddn't even protest...

i heard i tiny voice from a distance..

but i was so into it...

he said don't...

but still i touched it...

it was too hot to handle..

i burned...

and before i knew it...

it took me by surprise..

it pinched me so hard..

that i couldn't breathe..

i tried to resist it..

but then it penetrated on my heart already...

i felt so helpless..

i felt so alone...

then i saw a light from a distance...

asking me to come there..

i tried to walk but my feet is aching..

he offered his hand..

and i hesitantly grabbd it...

it felt warm and good..

he huggd me tight...

it felt love...

i was out there looking for it..

but then i returned to the one who gave it...