just like my old henna..

i was expcting that my first ever..

henna tatoo from Puerto Galera will stay longer.. 

he said it will stay 2-3 weeks..

but he only said it..

he did not promised it..

myb to make me belivd..

so il go asking for more..

but just like a little child..

i believd him...

i was so excited..

that those marks on my neck..

will say sumting about me..

that im diffrent from them..

that myb it will show that im a lot stronger..

but behind those marks...

is a deep emotion..

i am trying hard to fight..

yes.. indeed i am weak..

il go running away..

il go shouting his name..

and il go crying..

jus lyk love..

u knw dat there's no assurance..

evn if it has a promised of forever..

it wil always end up..

jus luk my old henna..

the feeling will jus soon fade away..

as if it never happened..

as if all was jus a joke..

but why?

why do i still beliv that the henna will stay...?

why do i still assume that the words are real..?

why do i imagine things as beautiful as the butterflies on my neck..?

 why do i still hold on to those smiles?

why? why? why?

perhaps as soon as my old henna fades..

this feelings that i have will be jus thrown away..

jus lyk my old henna...